when i take a deep breath
only then do i
fully understand the depth of my knowing
when i fill my lungs deep
i feel the fullness of the understanding i bring
and the breadth of the understanding that i am yet to hold in this body
with this brain
only to be tapped into by the substances that thin the veil
i am in love with being
i am in love with seeing
the music that brings me closer to this plane is the joy of my childhood
it is only when i play that i understand the true value of rest
because when i rest i feel alive
and when i feel alive i feel connected to my knowing
being alive reminds me of my knowing
being in breath reminds me of being alive
mama what does it mean to be alive?